Life Topic

Depression's back. Cutting's back. Parents are overbearing. They control (nearly) every aspect of my life. Forced me to break up with my girlfriend. Said that I'm stupid for cutting. Dad mocks me saying that I "have self-confidence issues". Treat me with constant suspicion and I'm always worried about what they'll find next to get mad at me for. I dread coming home each day. And they wonder why I don't talk to them much anymore. The only time I'm truly happy are when I'm escaping into music, or Skyrim. I'm just living one day at a time, hoping each one's better than the last, but so far that hasn't happened yet.

^ There's your explaination for my most recent disappearance.

They cant force you to break up with anyone, if u really love her stay with her. AS for the cutting, I'm sorry, I have friends that are into it and I was never able to help them so I don't know what to say, just, take care of your self with it ok? Keep them clean and bandaged when your done. As for your parents, I think someone else could help alot better, alot of the members here have parent issues that could probley offer better advice then me.

Menrow's right, Ez. Chances are your parents are only acting the way they are because they love you. Be thankful for that. My parents seem to be caring less and less about what I do, my dad especially. All he ever does is go out and drink with his friends. You're luckier than you think. It may seem like they're controlling everything about your life, but imagine if they didn't. It would be much worse. Trust me, I've seen enough stupid kids in public school who have too much freedom. I somehow managed to plan ahead before I could become like them. It made me sort of an outcast, but I'd rather have no friends than friends like that.

My point is, don't be so hard on yourself. This whole site is a safe haven from all that crap. We're all the same here. We know each other. Don't pick up a knife and expect that to solve anything. Talk to us. We're all ears.

Thanks guys.

An yeah Mario, I feel the same about most of the people in public school. They have too much freedom, and they abuse it. Or they're just awful people to begin with. I hate being around nose of the people in my school.

I'll get better again. I always do.

We'll thats good. Yeah, unfortunatly schools have good people in it, its just you mostly hear about he pricks. But, I've learned now that real life isn't like that. Most people atleast respect eachother the time they have to deal with you if they deon't like you and then be on there way. Atleast, from alot of what I've seen at work.


However

BEING AN ADULT SUCKS AND I WISH I WAS NEVER ONE OF THSOE KIDS THAT WANTED TO GROW UP< IMN GOING TO NEVERLAND! xD

You ever feel so sad and lonley and unwanted that your heart might stop. It sucks, and its so hard to express.

That was me this past September, and yeah, it is hard to express.

^

(Besides the September part. I feel like that at least twice a week...)

Decided to vacuum like the entire apartment aside from the master area since that's my older brother's responsibility and plus his fiancée was sleeping, so I didn't want to disturb her. XD

My left arm is a bit sore because woo non-existent biceps and triceps in my left arm. XD

THERE IS ANOTHER HYRULEFIELD>COM AND I ACCIDENT WENT THERE AND STARED AT IT AND WAS LIKE WTF IS THIS?!

XD