Ashes to Ashes

I just couldn't handle it anymore. As my Sig says

"You know, just because I happen to like shounen ai
and yaoi, does not make me less of a person. You guys seem to have no
problem with yuri and I seem to loose respect just for liking it. So you
know what. I'm done."

I'm not going to point out names, but there are some on here that just really pushed me over the limit, and when u have as small an ego as mine, even something small like this really hurts. Expecully when I'm the only one that gets hit by shit.

And, MW this is in no way really related to you, you do it in good humor and make fun of everyone for something stupid so don't worry. Your cool.

It also just pings me in the face when people who don't even know me, the first thing they refer me to is oh your that chick that likes yaoi >_>. Ok dude, I'm more then just that but apparently it doesn't really matter much on this site, not when people have someone to fangasim over just for entering a room.

So instead of trying to fight it anymore, I'm done. I've tried to talk about it and I'm done. I give up, yes why? cause I have no willpower to try to go against it anymore. Don't worry, anything that I could easily remove even hinting at my homosexual characters is gone (minus rp posts, that would just take to long). Most of the doodles are removed, any drawings I had of them gone, and others censored.

You won't have to worry about it anymore more. Maybe someday I'll grow a pair and just tell you people to piss off, but not now. Not with all the trouble I've already caused this week and not untill people start refering to me as another member on the site, not some brain dead idiot yaoi fan girl that always has to like the gay pairings only.

Exp- People! I suppose EdxWinry just as much as EdxRoy, it's just you people that I have to stay in the closet now cause u've burried me under the shit you have.

MS, if people are really bothering you, I can do stuff. YOU don't need to succumb to someone else because of your interests. I know their names, and I CAN do something about it to those people.

Please tell me I didn't do something AGAIN.

Edward Elric wrote:Please tell me I didn't do something AGAIN.

Yes, you did. You flipped so many tables when you could've jsut not clicked the link. And don't say "she didn't warn me." Cause whenever someone posts a link, it's a click at your own risk.

It wasn't just him. It's the fact that that's all I'm known for and looked down becasue of it. i mean, new member were coming on and were like, oh your the yaoi girl and im tired of it .

I feel like I have some fault in this as well. If that's so, I'm really honestly sorry, and anything I said was meant in good humor, even if it didn't come out that way.

*EDIT*
Oh and by the way, feel free to tell me to piss off anytime you want. Really, any of you can. (doesn't necessarily mean I will though....)

Looks like everyone's at fault. Okay, time to scold.

KAY PEOPLES LISTEN UP CAUSE THIS AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN! MENROW, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING, JUST GIVING IN LIKE THAT?!?!? WE ALL HAVE TO DO THAT ALL THE TIME IN REALIFE. NO NEED TO DO THAT HERE! PLUSE THERE ARE ALL THESE NEW ANTI DRAMA RULES NOW, SO WOULD IT HAD KILLED YOU TO HAD AT LEAST REPORTED IT? ALSO, WOULD YA WORK TO RAISE YOU EGO AND TOUGHEN UP PLEASE!

DEKU AND OTHER MODS! IF YOU ALL KNEW THIS WAS GOING ON, EVEN THE PEOPLE'S NAMES, THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU ALL STOP IT?!? ISN'T THAT YOUR JOB?!?! GEEZE, YOUR WORST THAN THE SCHOOL CONSULARS.

*clears throat* okay I'm done, though I would like to point out that I am also part of the blame, so....

MIDNA! EVEN THOUGH YOUR SIGS ARE ALL FUNNY, SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET A JOKE. YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT, YOU ENCOURAGED THEM!

Because i don't have the ballz .-.

And we love ur sig, tkun is just being >_>, but I'm sure sometimes deep down he finds them hilarious.

I think, just after I give up on it a while, maybe get back into it after the summer, people will have alittle more respect for what I like, or atleast for me. It's ok.

Actully MW, we may have known Ed was doing it, so Deku, and I could only harp him about it. We knew nothing of any other members like that.

@T-kun:
Ehhhh.... I'll just let you be you.

@MW:
Sigs... we love 'em, we need 'em, and we can't live without 'em. Nuff said.

@MS:
Yeah, you jsut need to report harrasmeant, and then Deku will go ape on their butts for harrasing you about your intrests. All of us are aloud to like what we want, but there's people out there with the "holier then thou" additude who think they can bypass human rights and make others seem bad because they like something that that said person doesn't.

I don't feel I have the right too. I mean, I know that we
are flammed and such, and i tell people to stick to it, but I'm not good
at following my own advice cause, well it's me.

Like I said, I'm a coward and it was eaiser for me to just give it up then fight it

You
guys must look at MW. Look at what she's done.

But also, Tkun- thanks for helping me see that people who can't see past my likes should be punted in the face

And Tp for standing up and trying to take the shit from the fan with me

And Lzf and Nova for talking to Ed about it

and 64 for somewhat apologizing for that, you didn't need to, but i understand the situation now (although its not fair to me)

I want to apologize again for all the Easter drama I caused, and for this
drama. I just got so upset and hated myself so much that I basically
went blind with depression.

But alot of thanks goes to you MW.
Your like the Mom of the HF dysfunctional family. I hope someday I can
make u feel as great as I do right now.

But, I still don't have the balls to try agian. Thanks for the movement but...yeah..

I may now be the mom, but I'm still an ass

Don't worry, My real mom's a smartass. Your ass ness I can handle, totally was trying not to sound dirty thar.

didn't think you were

Glad i could help

There's still more I'm going to do. Right now, I gotta save a friend from suicide. That task is done.

I already deducted a warning point as my warning shot. Almost like firing a pistol between a prisoner's feet, perhaps. Nonetheless.


TO ED: IF YOU REMOVE THAT POINT, YOUR POWER'S GOING NEXT. I'VE ALREADY LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THINGS YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE.


Sorry, had to. But I support you, MS, I just didn't support Red Link x Blue Link. Alas, that is not yaoi, that is masturbation.